Okay, Life has been certainly a change of movements. Today was a wonderful day. Teacher's Day and ACEs Day was absolutely lame. But after that was just fun. (: Went out with Sarah, Twinkle, XY, Rachael, Caryn. They were the best ever. Watched Hairspray, well, it wasn't as boring as I thought it would be. It was pretty good in fact. After that, Sarah and Twinkle left. And it was left with me, rach, xy and caryn. We decided to go to the library to read books and sleep. Ended up sitting down cam-whoring, and reading magazines. (: Then Caryn left and it was down to me and rach[again]. We window-shopped quite abit. I got so many stuff on my list. I reallyreally want that wallet that costs 110bucks at tangs. I want to get alotalot of clothes too! Parents might be taking family to Malaysia during the short holiday. I hope I don't slack too much. Like, FYE's so near. Okay, talking to rach on the phone. Bye!


The worst things that can happen, that happened today.

1) I got my _____.
2) I got booked for skirt.
3) My result slip had wrong marks.
4) Lu dan didn't taste as marvellous as before.
5) I didn't finish Physics Workbook.
6) I have ALOT of chinese homework to do.
7) I have a new wallet on my wishlist.
8) My result slip looks damn ugly with the two underlined subjects.
9) My dad loves me so much, he insists that I massage him. [err. this happens everyday]
10) My section has loads of problems now, and I refuse to think too much.

AHH! My life is damn __ up. Someone, take me away from reality now! After reading so many articles with rachael, I realise how horrible men are. I'm going to be a single women. [I'm lying]. Shit, I'm becoming to sarcastic again. This is bad, and so not me.





Okay, I give up.


Results has been awesome so far, apart from maybe english and CH.

English - 40, E8
Chinese - 60, B4
E Maths - 80, A1
A Maths - 65, B3
Physics - 71.1, A2
Chem - 51, C6
Geography - 68, B3
CH - 42, E8

Well, I've improved in every single subject, except English.


Okay, my long post just got deleted cos I changed the title. Shall summarise what I just typed. Err, time's running out, and there's alot to do, in school and in band. I've been sick, and haven't been to school for two days now, I miss recess and my friends (: ... Okay, I really can't remember what I wrote, okay, time to give up!


Xiangyi: Haha, I like Shall We Dance too! I did suggest that to the band, then everyone went like 'huh what's that'!

Michelle: Congrats for Physics, I bet you're damn happy. I'm sure that I'm going to fail Physics, because I didn't really study much for it. A1 for E Maths was the best, at least I don't think LBK will book me again for not doing my homework. (: I must definately work harder for FEY. Jiayou yeah! Love! Oh yeah, Rachael told you already right?

Rachael: Mencini sounds damn nice!! <3 Haha, we're really going crazy huh! Must wait till JC!

Elizabeth: Haha, hello! I'll link you another time alright! Damn lazy now! Thanks for the compliment anyway. (:

XY: Updated alot of time already!


I passed E Maths, like really well, 80, A1. I really didn’t know how I did it, and LBK was still being so sarcastic with me, like WTH. Passed everything so far apart from English, I really didn’t know how I managed to fail English(!!!!!!!). Maybe it’s because of the teacher, okay, since I can’t rely on her. I’m going to work hard. I’m going to read a lot of books and watch a lot of TV shows <3!>Geog was pretty well done too, though it’s not distinction, I felt, I really tried my best, but it was half a mark more to A2. So, yeah. (: Oh yeah, I passed Chem too, just passed it though, but it’s already considered a big improvement since I’ve been failing it ever since the beginning of the year. Going to get back the paper later, I bet I almost failed because of the last question! Okay, will end here. The weekends are here again. I just changed socks, for don’t know what reason. I guess I just wanted to feel more comfortable! I’ll be watching a lot of TV during the weekend.

Can’t wait! (:


Okay, there's finally time. Today's the last day of matthew's exams, I can finally use the com freely at home again. I guess it doesn't really make much of a difference since I use the com at school huh!

Well. Yesterday was Sarah's birthday. Started at midnight, wishing her a happybirthday. Okay, we went to celebrate her birthday at Sakae Sushi. It was a blast with Peas. Felt totally at ease after the exams.

I passed B3 for A maths and B4 for Chinese, not bad for an improvement. Since I failed the last time. (: I'm pretty proud of myself. Hope the rest of the subjects don't let me down! Apart from Physics which I didn't really try so hard for.

Band today, I really hope we don't scrape Noah's Ark, seriously. I've practiced really hard, I can play almost everything now already from the first to the last movement. I guess that's just not enough. I need to help the rest of my section with it as well. I will, after the sec four's english Oral ends. It'll be pretty good. Going to go through Mencini and some other pieces today, hope it goes alright. (:


Okay, after pretty long, I'm back (:

I'm really glad the exams are over!

Band today was pretty alright apart from the beginning when I felt damn sick and everything. Noah's Ark was the Love. I could play almost flawlessly (: Shit, I sound damn ego.


Okay, since I'm taking a short little break from studies, I decided to blog (:

Shall reply tags first.

Sarah; Hello (: The stripes are damn pretty girl!

Rachael; Haha, thanks for the encouragement yeah (: I still don't get it, what's interesting crapola?!

Twinkle; I love you endlessly too! <3

Xiangyi; Thanks, I love the new skin alot (: Yeah, I linked as well.

Kow; Thanks yeah (:

Michelle; You're damn smart la, I'm the stupider one huh.

Celestine; Haha, but you're topping your class, so it's alright what!

Dawn; I love you too! (: I can't come for A Maths this week, I'll be going for band. Sorry yeah! But, have fun!

Eunice; I replied every single tag anyone tags. (: I kinda forgot your URL huh! Sorry!

Carissa; Hello! Haha, thanks yeah!

Gracia; I love you alot too! That day was really fun, and most importantly, productive! Thanks for everything yeah. (:

Okay, these few days has been good and bad at the same time. Yesterday, I passed everything I got back, which includes, chinese, physics and history. Surprisingly, I managed to get 6 over 7 for history. I didn't even study for it! And Physics was even better, 15 over 25!?! I really can't believe it yeah, things were so going my way. I even got a new mouthpiece that costs 400bucks. I'm damn happy about it. Tried it out today, sounded pretty good (: I'll be using it on Saturday I guess. Don't know whether Alexandra wants to use my old one which is still rather new. She'll be the second owner, and since it was used by me before, it's an honour! Shit, I'm being damn ego. Okay, I must really tone down. Okay, I went for band today. I was the only sec3. I don't regret it much, cos I managed to finish my chinese newspaper report before band. (: Managed to talk to the sec twos quite abit. I showered chuxuan with water again! I was wet too. Haha, pretty fun! Today's school was damn ____ up. I'm so going fo fail physics SPA, and I failed SS. AC made me feel damn bad since I was her SS rep. I guess I really got alot to improve on. And I will improve! Okay, apart from that, recess and lunch was really wonderful with all the people I love, thanks guys for being there for me. I'm so glad to have such wonderful friends, really.


I don’t know what to do anymore. So, I’m not doing anything about it. Maybe this is my way of escaping from reality? Today was some huge rollercoaster for me, don’t really want to mention much on the down part of things. I went to KAP to study with friends, who were the best ever. Comforting me, cheering me up, having fun, cam whoring! (: I love you guys. Studied with Gracia, Twinkle, Sarah and Rachael, they were the best ever! Managed to get quite abit of work done. I finished up on all my A math homework, did a half a English comprehension, studied the whole of SS’ chapter 5. I’m just glad that I went for KAP despite the fact that I went for the parade yesterday and only reached home at 11plus.

Recap

Sunday, was pretty alright. I went for Church in the morning, and tuition in the afternoon. Oh, met Linda at Taka before going for tuition. OUB was giving out balloons, and Linda wanted one, so I decided to take one too, since it was free. (: The balloons were so pretty in black. The guy asked me to stretch out my hand, I did, and he tied the balloon string around my wrist. I was like ‘wth’. I’m not some 5-year old kid, but it was great to be able to relive childhood again. Tuition was pretty alright, kinda shut myself out from the rest of the tuition group with Linda.

Monday, the day ended pretty fast. Well, for band, we did Noah’s Ark and Wind and Tree. It was damn tiring, really. I’m so glad that I can play Noah’s Ark pretty well, I know I shouldn’t be so arrogant, but it took me really long time and effort to reach this stage of where I am now. I’m proud of myself. I hope I can learn a lot of stuff when playing with the Alumni. I wish I could play with the Alumni for their own concert pieces, they are playing damn nice pieces.

Tuesday, pretty fast day as well, can’t remember much though. I know that we did Noah’s Ark again, and my lip was damn swollen. Bled at night. I guess I practice much too much for my own good. I promise this won’t happen again, it’ll just kill my lip.

Wednesday, national day celebration. The band sounded pretty soft for the March-in. And according to Gracia, we sounded very soft for the concert too. This makes me really sad, I don’t know, maybe we haven’t really improved much since the sec fours left. The celebration after that was damn boring, as compared to last year. I kept lying down on sarah’s shoulder, pretty tired after the whole day as well. Geography lessons after that, was just ____ to get back into the studying mood. Ate lunch with Caryn and twinkle after that. (: Had quite a lot of fun. Met daddy and mummy and martyn at ajisen for a second lunch, okay la, desert. The desert was damn nice, a new experience all-together. (:
Thursday, I did quite abit of work in the morning. Slept abit as well, then left for Marina Bay. We reached pretty early to avoid the crowd. I’m damn lazy to elaborate, so this is it.

So, this is it, my life for now. I won’t be blogging till after Common test, which would end on the 21st. I won’t be going for the full band practices as well. Should be going back for at least one practice though, look out for me! (:


Recap.

Thursday, school was alright. Had chinese remedial in the afternoon! I'm in love with chinese remedial. Laoshi's the nicest teacher ever. Benefited alot from it. Oh, I also found out that I passed chinese test! Okay, just passed. 25 over 50. But I'm really glad I passed. I slept almost throughout the paper, and didn't really check. I scored mostly at the open ended compre because I copied out the 1st para for first question, so and so forth. After that, went through Wind and Tree during band. I realised how much my sight-reading sucks. I made like 2 wrong notes (!!!!!) I guess no one's ever perfect without practice. I also decided to play for national day as it'll be the last national day with the band. Time really flies.

Friday, today. School was alright. Went down for recess with rach. (: I really <3 recesses. School was alright. I switched places with Huiwei again, for a third day consecutively. Geography test, the first two periods. Ran mass run with Dawn, and we were reciting our notes on the way. In the end, I forgot everything! And mass run became Mentally and Physically tiring. Haha, but it was fun running with Dawn <3! Went home with Kelley, realised how horrible my time management is. I always use the excuse of no time, but actually, it's actually my terrible time management as the cause. I guess, I gotta really buck up. And get right back on task. Finished quite alot of work today! I can't wait for sunday! (: <3


These few days, I do the weirdest of stuff. I don’t know why, because of the overwhelming happenings around me? Or maybe, it is just me. Something’s taking over my mind, and I’m going to over take it. I’m going to get my good grades this time round. I’m not going to get 37 for L1R5 again, ever. But, somehow, I don’t think that I’ll be able to achieve my goal, my target. I guess I must have confidence in myself in order to achieve what I set out to do. I will do this.

"No One"
I am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away?

[Chorus:]And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
and I tell myself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..

You are moving through the crowd
Trying to find yourself
Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take you down?

[Chorus:]And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
Gotta tell yourself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..

Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and all the curtains
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..

We are moving through the crowd...


Okay, maybe, just maybe, I'm pressurizing myself too hard.

Last thursday, considering that it's wednesday, I can't remember much. There was speech day rehearsals I think.

Friday, I can't remember also!

Saturday was speech day. Things I looked forward to didn't really happen, there wasn't any section renuion. Mavis and I kept questioning each other during the whole thing. The name reading was damn boring, as usual. The dance perfomance was the best ever. Liwei, said, the first time we played disney, my solo was soft (!!!) I'm glad the second time was alright. Cos, the second time, we played for our seniors. After that, I had lunch out with Yiyuan and Nadia, best ever! (: Oh man, I really love you guys. Though lunch wasn't that long, but it was great especially with great band friends (:

Sunday, church in the morning, pretty alright. We read matthew 12, had a discussion in small group. Soon Kuan made the discussion pretty interesting, but it was too early in the morning for me, and I didn't really talk much. I guess, I'm really not much of a morning person. Lunch at Tiong Market[I think.] Some where there, but it was some pretty high class place, and the food was pretty good, and expensive as well huh. After that, went for tuition. Tuition was super dead without Clarence, I realised. Went down with Linda to get our food before the next tuition. 4 to 6 was pretty alright. I can't remember much now though. Had dinner with Joshua after that. (: Then went home.

Monday, I can't remmeber what happened except for band. Band was well, really chaotic. I don't really want to elaborate since whatever happened, happened for a purpose I guess. We'll just have to continue improving and become the best we can be, not just for ourselves or the CCA points. But because, we love the band. Had a almost two hour long chat with Mavis over the phone after that. I realised how some people can be so hypocritical sometimes. I guess we all have our weaknesses, and we can't condemn anyone.

Tuesday, was crazy, really!! Mock tests after Mock tests. School really pulls us to our limits, and sometimes, over them. E math was already super tiring, but to have SS after that, was just _____. Maybe teachers just don't understand us, and think we're super heros who are ready to take on any challenge anywhere, anytime, anyplace. I guess, as students, we have no choice and no say in this. We just have to carry on, surviving as best as we can. After that, there was still about half an hour of band.

I'm so glad today's Wednesday. There's still Thursday and Friday to the weekends! I can't wait. Today was alright, in fact I kinda love today alot. All the lessons were super slack and everything. There was a new History teacher, and I can't say that she was interesting. I wanted to sleep. Chinese test was impossible, I fell asleep halfway and laoshi woke me up with a knock with her pen. Kinda scared me, I continued the paper after that, I still finished it, and had ample time for more sleep. People around me were still frantically doing the paper. This scared me, I guess my papers are usually done pretty fast. Went home with Gracia and Sarah, I think there's something wrong with me, really. So, I'm sorry if I do anything wrong or hurt anyone yeah. I didn't do it intentionally. Love!